Hello !
Assalamualaikum, Hello
Qiwin is back ! guess what? ah yes before that it's been so long that I didn't write in this blog right? na ah nevermind straight to our topic, oh yeah as you can see my topic is Hello actually I don't want to write about Hello or annyeong or hola, but I wanted to write about my studying in Shah Alam. okay as you know Shah Alam is the big place that everyone love to stay or go? but for me, it is a simple place and there's nothing interested about Shah Alam.
Alright, let's start our story, for the first time I was excited because I've got to further my study in Bachelor Construction Management, yelah siapa je yang tak excited kan dahlah sambung degree pula tu cause peluang hanya sekali isn't it? For my first week of the class, everything was fine and alright but after the second weeks of the class, everything was ruined and sucks as fuck ! Where all my classmates decide to pulaukan me? i don't know why maybe because i'm old and lembab maybe? but it's okay because of that reason. But after a few weeks they are being annoyed and makin teruk layanan dorang terhadap aku, until one day i can't stand anymore i was crying at the class tanpa apa apa reason. oh ya as you know me my heart is soft inside but outside strong.
until one day i can't stand anymore with their attitude i was crying in front of them, just to let them know what i felt that time, but they just ignore me! shit fuck you all! okay sorry for my curse. Every morning and I'll try to go to the class with a positive vibe but i can't, i can't stand cause i hate to look at their face yg tak lawa tu sorang macam ikan kerapu, sorang macam badut, sorang macam macamlah.
One day, i meet my roommate friend and she gives me a piece of advice and semangat, until now i feel better with her advice and semangat. You want to know what she totally says to me? She says whatever happens or whatever people say about you just ignore them and if they buat taik at you just give them a fuck or kick them, hahaha.
Actually, i want to tell about my problems to my family but i feel ashamed, so every time abah ask me is studying okay? i lied to him and i say everythings was okay, abah don't worry okay, kak chek kat sini totally fine and okay, every time ibu tanya budak kelas ada buli kakchek tak? and my answer is nope tak ada ibu dorang semua baik baik( act perangai macam syaiton). So sorry to abah and ibu cause i had to fake all my problems to you guys, cause i don't want you to worry about me especially abah cause imma daddy's girlfriend. But inshaAllah i will go through with this dengan tenang and happy okay? just don't worry about your daughter, your beloved daughter just doing so fine in Shah Alam shitty ni haha.
Last but not least, if i feel sad or angry or tak tenang ke my playlist is zikir by Hafiz hamidun, Fitri Haris, UNIC, Hijjaz or Raihan. Cause with zikir you can redakan your negativity vibes likes you want to merampus or menangis tak henti henti with zikir all you shitty problems confirm reda, I tell you, tak tipu just give it a try if you feel like to marah someone or something yg tak kena yg buat you marah just listen to all this zikir InshaAllah your problems confirm gone.
Thank you very much.
Qiwin is back ! guess what? ah yes before that it's been so long that I didn't write in this blog right? na ah nevermind straight to our topic, oh yeah as you can see my topic is Hello actually I don't want to write about Hello or annyeong or hola, but I wanted to write about my studying in Shah Alam. okay as you know Shah Alam is the big place that everyone love to stay or go? but for me, it is a simple place and there's nothing interested about Shah Alam.
Alright, let's start our story, for the first time I was excited because I've got to further my study in Bachelor Construction Management, yelah siapa je yang tak excited kan dahlah sambung degree pula tu cause peluang hanya sekali isn't it? For my first week of the class, everything was fine and alright but after the second weeks of the class, everything was ruined and sucks as fuck ! Where all my classmates decide to pulaukan me? i don't know why maybe because i'm old and lembab maybe? but it's okay because of that reason. But after a few weeks they are being annoyed and makin teruk layanan dorang terhadap aku, until one day i can't stand anymore i was crying at the class tanpa apa apa reason. oh ya as you know me my heart is soft inside but outside strong.
until one day i can't stand anymore with their attitude i was crying in front of them, just to let them know what i felt that time, but they just ignore me! shit fuck you all! okay sorry for my curse. Every morning and I'll try to go to the class with a positive vibe but i can't, i can't stand cause i hate to look at their face yg tak lawa tu sorang macam ikan kerapu, sorang macam badut, sorang macam macamlah.
One day, i meet my roommate friend and she gives me a piece of advice and semangat, until now i feel better with her advice and semangat. You want to know what she totally says to me? She says whatever happens or whatever people say about you just ignore them and if they buat taik at you just give them a fuck or kick them, hahaha.
Actually, i want to tell about my problems to my family but i feel ashamed, so every time abah ask me is studying okay? i lied to him and i say everythings was okay, abah don't worry okay, kak chek kat sini totally fine and okay, every time ibu tanya budak kelas ada buli kakchek tak? and my answer is nope tak ada ibu dorang semua baik baik( act perangai macam syaiton). So sorry to abah and ibu cause i had to fake all my problems to you guys, cause i don't want you to worry about me especially abah cause imma daddy's girlfriend. But inshaAllah i will go through with this dengan tenang and happy okay? just don't worry about your daughter, your beloved daughter just doing so fine in Shah Alam shitty ni haha.
Last but not least, if i feel sad or angry or tak tenang ke my playlist is zikir by Hafiz hamidun, Fitri Haris, UNIC, Hijjaz or Raihan. Cause with zikir you can redakan your negativity vibes likes you want to merampus or menangis tak henti henti with zikir all you shitty problems confirm reda, I tell you, tak tipu just give it a try if you feel like to marah someone or something yg tak kena yg buat you marah just listen to all this zikir InshaAllah your problems confirm gone.
Thank you very much.
Faithfully
Nur syaqirin
